dedication

this is a dedication to all you people who have tried to hurt me & have hurt me in the past. a dedication to the people whose intention are to hurt me in the future. you know what i think? i think there's no need to be angry at you. no need to throw dirt at your name. because since you were able to hurt me that means i let you into my heart, i let you get close to me. that means i even loved some of you. yeah, i say some because i'm not that nice of a person to love everybody dont get shit twisted. dont twist shit, lets keep it straight...that means i even loved some of you, and the rest? i liked. so why hate someone who i was once able to love? why not get over it and not love them OR hate them? this is a dedication to ya'll. see, if i still hold on to the anger and sadness that you people may have caused me then that means i still care. care? care about the people that deceived me so far beyond what the human heart can take? fuck ouuutta town with that one. i dont. you people are merely a figment of my imagination now. and so therefore you dont exist. i can imagine that must feel worse than being hated, right? right. this is a dedication to you all. all of you who hurt me, i pray for you to this very day. i pray for ya'll because to me, ya'll aint worth SHIT (: i used to be the type to hold grudges tighter than a snake can choke a newborn baby's neck but once the wrongdoer apologized i let them back in. but not anymore, this is dedicated to all whom ive ever held grudges against, im over it. the hurt only motivates me to become more motivated. that hurt only makes me use all four of my eyes more carefully now. two in the front, and the two in the back called 'intuition'. this is a dedication to all the people who have hurt me. i forgive you.