random shit

urgh its 4:03am. i cant sleep & i cant stay awake either wtf? im pretty content with life itself at the moment though. shit aint going my way but shit aint going horribly either. so ima just chill for now....for NOW. cus later on down this lonely road i will get what i want. WHY? cus im me, thats why lol i'm BRIANA...i get what the fuck i want eventually :) blah blahh sometimes i think of the most random shit. i wonder who's really in love? in true love with their girlfriend, with their boyfriend. i wonder who's sexing right now. are they making love type sexing or fucking type sexing? yikes i dont know. i wonder who really gives a damn about me in this world. i've had alot of people tell me they love me and the ones that have the balls to say it to my face i look them in the eyes while they're saying it. its safe to say that whomever i've told i love them, i can look them in the eye when i say it :) i've always been kind of like shoulder pads for the people i love. shoulder pads are a form of comfort for your shoulders. i'd like to believe im a form of comfort for most. i make people laugh, dont i? i make people smile dont i? some people make me laugh, some people make me smile and i love it. even though they might not think they do...they make something of mine smile that matters the most. they make my heart smile,

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