self evaluated

it is what it is,
what you see is what you get?
no thats not quite accurate
what you see is what you think you're going to get
it's what you might get
i can't count on one hand how many times i hear the words: "smile! why do you look so mad?" at times i am mad and at times I am not
it humors me, the state of oblivion in which many people are in when they look at me
what they see? not what they get.
don't try to evaluate me, i am self-evaluated
only i will pass the quiz of myself
you people are so over analytical, you think you're so smart
you're not. stop trying to read me, you'll only feel like you're dyslexic after having tried to read my entire being
i love putting you people in a state of ambiguity cause ya'll swear ya'll so clever
i am self evaluated, my thoughts are emancipated but never easily comprehended
and so i laugh whole-heartedly at all of you trying to figure me out
a sun thats blue, a sea with no water, a car with no steering wheel
and so....where do you go from there?